Personal Entry-Survivability of Protectors

Last night I tracked down Scar'let and was lucky enough to find Brem there as well. I took the opportunity to assess and evaluate their skills, and found them lacking. Brem seemed to be much of a novice, and had a tendency to rush in. This was also demonstrated by his rash decision to storm SSS for Kimbrya. While Scar'let seemed to be the much better fighter, she too was overly ambitious and had a tendency to fight none stop, almost to the point of falling out in sheer exhaustion. I worry about her.

I do not understand what is going on between Scar'let and I, and quite honestly, I am scared of it. Not much can scare me, especially not Cauil or his lapdog Deomo. I must admit, I do have a unique respect for Cauil. He is just doing his mission with the tools assigned to him. Deomo is not much use except for fear, torture, and death. That is why I am hesitant in trusting Cauil when Deomo is around. Deomo indicates one thing, someone is going to die or hurt. I plan on doing neither at the hands of any of them.

SSS is a prime example of the schism that many of us have noticed forming from within the Empire. One side, the blood thirsty, win at any cost mentality. Other guilds I have noticed like this are MALAS and RELIC. They do nothing but strengthen the Rebels by handing them new recruits and martyrs.

I am not like them, but I also want a conclusion to this conflict. Succumbing to the requests of the terrorist Rebels is not an option. Lowering my actions to their level is not an option. Death of innocents is not an option...I hope that I do not discover any of the contacts i have made are nothing more than innocents. Believing in the rebellion's cause is one thing, raising a weapon to the Imperial next to is another...That is unless that Imperial is Deomo... or others like him...

I pity Cauil. He is in a tough position and does not know it.