Personal Entry-Fear and a Spirit's Voice

I made sure to take my own Tie Fighter to Dantooine to meet Scar'let to hunt. That way, I could sneak some Moun while she was not there. She does not need to know, it isn't her business. We went hunting then she took me to Wander's End to see a zoo Fyrshka once had, but is now owned by another. Animals galore! How fun!! So peaceful...that is, until we hit the basement level...

bars...bars, cages, confinement...I could sense the fear of the animals. It reverbrated throughout my body, reminding me of my imprisionment. I raged, then my instincts turned on, driving me from that place, I ran and ran. Slamming into the town hall quite by accident, I slumped to the ground, crouched, waiting for an attacker, like a cornered animal. Lost in my feral felling, the muon enhancing my senses, I could hear her getting on her speeder to look for me, I could hear her turn it on, its engines revving. I could hear the sound fade then grow stronger as she frantically searched for me. I could...taste...her fear *smirk, lick lips*

She found me, appearing from the corner abruptly. It startled me back into a deep fearful place. Lost in the feelings and memories of the SSS camp. I watched her as she curiously removed her armor. She stepped to me, and knelt, her hand extended, palm up. I took it curiously. Doesn't seem to be a threat, I tried to remember...*Tai'Shan* I follow her to the temple. Upon entering, a peacefulness washes over me. I remember. Oh gods, what have I done?

I throw up. Scar'let runs for a bucket for me. I try to focus but I cannot keep anything down. Then I hear her.

"Scar'let needs your help. She cannot clone again. The last time was very risky."

What!?!?! what in the gods does this mean? Is she suffering from the same cloning problems that Kimbrya is? Tell me you infernal spirit. Stop with these damned riddles!!! What is wrong with her???

"Clean yourself up and figure it out for yourself."