Sunday, January 16, 2005

Personal Entry- Drying Out

This may be my last entry for awhile. I have to do what I can to rid myself of this spice. Today I will sequester myself from society until I have rid my body of the spice. Painful, yes it will be very. I have no choice now. Scar'let and her child will need me. Deomo is in no shape to protect. He questions everything after some sort of recent failure. Weak fool, with failure, always comes strength. If he would have listened to Brem's rite he would have known this. Instead his childish anger clouded his mind and he was closed to my words. No matter, I was foolish to ever consider leaving her in anyone's hands but my own. I love her and could never let her go. Regardless of what is thrown at us. The past several weeks have proven this to me.

A friend, Cym, has shown me a solution to my problem. I will take her up on her offer, and use one of her facilities. She is a unique woman, strangly focused for a female, even a female rifleman in the Imperial Army. Perhaps I will learn something of her. Assuming I can do anything in the state I will be in during the next few days.

Remember Scar'let I love you, always and forever. *love, trust*

5 comments:

  1. OOC>
    I was in PHP today... :( but no one else was. I went to get dressed and when I came back and logged into PHP... the SWG room was... gone. Just gone! I may actually be here on and off throughout the day. I am rescheduling the teaching for Friday during the day.

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  2. OOC>PHP look for me in the Default room. :(

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